December 2011
33 posts
Feeling real “blah”. Sitting in bed thinking about what I’m gonna wear to work, not that it requires much thought considering we have a wear a uniform(of sorts). I’m super hungry but I don’t think I can bring myself to eat another plate of “Christmas”(no matter what way its been remixed). And oh what joy it will be to ring in the new year w/ this bitch Flo….
ME ON A REGULAR DAY:
ME ON CHRISTMAS EVE:
ME ON CHRISTMAS:
Hello, my name is Kris: Two time winner of the “wildchild” award, as well as the thrice-listed ‘most notable person,’ according to the “young, drunk & out-of-control” foundation. I am the million time runner-up for the “son of the year” award.
I am loud. And I am tired. I had a job, and I got fired. So, what the fuck else is new? Losing on repeat. Running a marathon amidst every other loserfuck with daddy issues, this side of the slowly sinking continental divide. Competing in the asshole olympics, with only my fading conscience and a lack of morals, waiting for these continents to collide. I am the all time apology king. Spitting words that don’t mean a thing, and writing about it to strangers who have never seen: the empty hearted, once departed, billionth take of my final scene.
One time broken. Twice rewired. Twofaced bitch. A whore and a liar. So what the fuck else is new? Lather, rinse repeat. Competing in a triathlon against everyone who fucked me over, this side of the deepest sea. Slurring speech at the spelling bee, with only a lack of english recognition and the mouth of a trucker, waiting for the ocean to swallow me. I am the all time drama queen. Crying over a life that no one has seen, and washing dishes that won’t come clean: ones that started, a world uncharted, the billionth loss of age sixteen.
Hello, my name is Kris: and i really could have done a lot more with my time. I could have won the spelling bee. I could have been Prom King. I should have stayed in school, But I also should have done a lot of things. I should have said sorry when i knew that i meant it. I made a promise, and i probably should have kept it. I should have known when it was time to say ‘no.’ i should have held tight, instead of letting you go.
My name is Kris.
I am the two time winner of the “wildchild” award, as well as the thrice-listed ‘most notable person,’ according to the “young, drunk & out-of-control” foundation. I am the million time runner-up for the “son of the year” award.
And I’m sorry.
